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Chapter 1 - The Scratching Inside the Casket

It was 10:53 p.m. when I finally walked toward the casket.

I remember the time because the antique clock above Julian’s fireplace struck eleven before I reached the flowers.

The house sat in Winnetka, north of Chicago, three stories of limestone and glass overlooking a narrow stretch of frozen lawn.

Julian had bought it six years earlier.

Or, more accurately, the bank and I had bought it.

I provided the original down payment when his private-equity job was going well and told myself helping my son build a home was the sort of generosity parents were supposed to feel proud of.

That night, it felt like a mausoleum.

White lilies stood everywhere.

Candles burned along the mantel.

Photographs of Chloe had been arranged on three tables.

Chloe at three in a yellow raincoat.

Chloe on her first day of kindergarten.

Chloe asleep against my shoulder last Christmas.

Everyone had gone.

Family.

Neighbors.

Two of Julian’s business partners.

Victoria’s sister.

The minister.

Julian and Victoria remained upstairs.

They said they needed sleep before the burial.

They told me I should leave too.

I could not.

Six years was too small a life to say goodbye from across a room.

The casket was white.

Child-sized.

Polished brass handles.

The lid had remained closed through the entire wake.

Victoria had explained:

“The doctor said the infection was aggressive. We were advised not to expose anyone.”

I asked which doctor.

She said:

“Dr. Larkin.”

I had never met a Dr. Larkin.

When I asked what hospital Chloe had been taken to, Julian said there had been no time.

“She stopped breathing at home.”

“What ambulance?”

“Private medical team came.”

“Who pronounced her?”

“Mom.”

His voice hardened.

“Please stop interrogating us.”

So I stopped.

That was my first failure.

I told myself grief made people private.

I told myself I was becoming the intrusive mother Julian had accused me of being since he was twenty.

I told myself a closed casket was not evidence of anything except tragedy.

Now I stood beside it with one hand on the lid.

“Goodbye, sweetheart.”

My voice broke.

I touched the polished wood.

Something moved.

I froze.

A faint scrape.

Not from the walls.

Not from outside.

Inside.

I leaned closer.

Nothing.

My heart hammered.

“Chloe?”

Silence.

I almost laughed at myself.

Then another sound.

Three weak scratches.

I tore at the latch.

It did not open.

There was a secondary metal clasp beneath the decorative handle.

My fingers slipped.

I pulled harder.

“Chloe!”

A sound came from beneath the lid.

Not words.

Air.

I used both hands and forced the upper latch until one side twisted.

The lid lifted two inches.

Warm stale air escaped.

Then a tiny voice.

“Grandma…”

I screamed.

Not loudly at first.

A broken sound.

I shoved the lid upward.

Chloe lay inside beneath white satin.

Alive.

Her eyelids fluttered.

Her face was pale except for fever-red cheeks.

Her lips were dry.

Her chest moved shallowly.

“Chloe.”

Her eyes opened.

She looked at me as if she had been waiting through a nightmare.

“Don’t close it.”

“Oh my God.”

“Please don’t close it.”

“I won’t.”

Her arms tried to rise.

Stopped.

That was when I saw.

A padded restraint ran beneath the lining across her waist.

Another held one wrist loosely enough not to cut circulation but tightly enough that a weak, sedated six-year-old could not free herself.

My hands began shaking.

“What did they do to you?”

She started crying.

“Daddy said I’d ruin everything if I woke up.”

The room tilted.

I pulled at the straps.

They had been fixed beneath the interior lining.

No visible buckle.

“Wait.”

“I was good.”

“You don’t have to be good.”

“I stayed quiet.”

My hands would not stop trembling.

“Chloe, listen to me. I’m getting you out.”

“Mommy said the medicine would make me sleep.”

Medicine.

I stopped pulling blindly.

If something was secured beneath the padding, yanking could hurt her.

I searched.

My fingers pushed beneath satin.

Something cold touched them.

A small metal key.

Hidden inside a fold.

I pulled it out.

The lock sat beneath one restraint seam.

The key turned.

The strap released.

Then the second.

Chloe tried sitting up.

Immediately collapsed against me.

She was frighteningly hot.

I lifted her.

Too light.

Her arms wrapped weakly around my neck.

“Grandma.”

“I’ve got you.”

“Don’t let them put me back.”

“Never.”

I removed my black wool shawl and wrapped it around her.

My handbag and cell phone were near the front door.

Too far.

The laundry room at the rear of the first floor had an old wall phone Julian kept because the security company recommended a landline backup.

I headed there.

Each step felt impossibly loud.

Halfway down the hall Chloe whispered:

“Grandma.”

“Yes?”

“Daddy gets mad when I talk.”

“He doesn’t get to decide tonight.”

“Mommy too.”

I reached the laundry room.

Closed door.

Turned deadbolt.

Set Chloe on the small bench beside washer.

The wall phone hung above utility sink.

I dialed 911.

The dispatcher answered.

“911, what is your emergency?”

“My granddaughter was declared dead.”

A pause.

“What?”

“She is alive.”

“Ma’am, tell me your address.”

I did.

“She is six. She was inside a casket. She is feverish. I think she was drugged. She was restrained.”

The dispatcher’s voice changed completely.

“Is she breathing?”

“Yes.”

“Is she conscious?”

“Barely.”

“Any bleeding?”

“No.”

“Keep her warm. Do not give her food or medication. Police and EMS are on the way.”

Upstairs, something moved.

A door.

Then Julian’s voice.

“Mom?”

My blood turned cold.

Chloe heard.

Her whole body tightened.

“Grandma.”

“I’m here.”

“Mom?”

Julian’s footsteps crossed upper hallway.

Then the stairs.

Fast.

He reached living room.

Silence.

He had seen the open casket.

“Mom!”

I backed away from laundry door.

The dispatcher heard.

“Who is that?”

“My son.”

“The child’s father?”

“Yes.”

“Do not open the door.”

Julian hit it.

Once.

“Mom!”

Chloe screamed.

He hit again.

“OPEN THE DOOR!”

Victoria’s voice came behind him.

“What happened?”

“She took Chloe!”

I held phone with one hand and pressed Chloe behind me with the other.

Julian slammed his shoulder against door.

The frame shook.

“MOM, OPEN THIS DOOR AND PUT HER BACK!”

I stopped breathing.

The dispatcher said:

“Officers are two minutes away.”

Victoria screamed:

“She’s confused! She had a stroke!”

My stroke had been three years earlier.

Mild.

No cognitive damage.

But they knew the word would work.

They had been using it for months.

Julian kicked the center panel.

Wood cracked.

Chloe buried her face against my hip.

“You’re both going into the ground tonight!”

The sentence came through clearly.

The dispatcher heard every word.

So did the recording system attached to the 911 center.

I shouted:

“Police are coming!”

The kicking stopped.

For half a second.

Then Chloe grabbed my wrist.

Her fingers were surprisingly strong.

“Grandma.”

“Yes?”

“There’s another casket.”

I stared down.

“What?”

“Under the floor.”

Another crash struck the door.

“Where?”

“Downstairs.”

Her eyes filled.

May you like

“They said that one was for you.”

Sirens screamed outside.

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